omg i forgot to say something really important!
at least it is important to me..
one part of my childhood died.
when my mum told me the chicken rice uncle died.(yesterday)
he had liver cancer and only found out at the last stage.
i was so devastated...
i called jon to tell him and he was also shocked..
no, we're not a bunch of overreacting teenagers high
on hormones and emotions but
that kind uncle was a person we've known ever since
we were born.. and he sells chicken rice ever since
we came into this world and we both grew up eating his
chicken rice and no other stall's until we were about
13 years old..

but we always go back to eat it time and again..
he was so full of joy when he sees us.. and always
give us extras and discounts and he is one
happy person. really. always smiling always serving..
and he isn't that old either.. like late 50s..
i realised that life is so fragile..
one minute he's there and the next he's gone..
me and jon went there not long ago to have dinner
and that was the last time we ever saw him..
:( i am really upset that such a sunny man
is taken away so soon.
so please.
treasure the people around you
before they're gone.
i'm still in denial man..
how can it be..

we plan to go there on monday to give our condolences.
sniff. :'(
goodbye my chicken rice uncle.
may you rest in peace.

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